Loving Strangers

I bought your perfume today, the one you wore when we first met by the pool and every day after that. A smell that reminds me of your gentle hands and how they rubbed against mine when you pulled me to the bridge that night, So I could see the Nile the way you saw it.

We were overlooking Gadaffi’s egg and all its glory. Bound by a love that could never be, but a chemistry that could not be contested. You joked about emotions and how you thought they were overrated, but the whole time I wished you could feel my heart beating, then maybe you would understand.

It’s not the way you opened the door for me, or let me borrow your jacket when the wind came sweeping, but the way you talked about your people, something about the air that night. The skies seemed clearer than standard. I watched you walk as you went to get me hot chocolate, then watched you walk back with impeccable swagger and nothing but a smile on and said in the sexiest Arabic accent ever, “Habibty, they don’t have hot chocolate, you see what I make.”

The day you picked me up to go to the Island, I remember how eager you were to go there. Like a child on a sugar high haha. I barely had time to put on my make up. Yet I didn’t know what you would think of me, in sandals. But I dared to be. I was sad that that was the last day I would see you. I lifted my lipstick out of the bag but before it could touch my lips, you leaned in and planted a kiss on my cheek saying, “you don’t need it.”

How could a man like you not love? I wondered out loud. Unable to contain my amusement. I think I fell in love that night.

I fell in love with a stranger.

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